Benefit of the doubt lost. This afternoon, I had coffee with D. We chatted about anything but I enjoyed most the chismax. The most shocking part was the 1% doubt left I have for a L and S relationship to exist completely vanished as D confirmed that the two are really together. And he also added that L was spotted to exit S’s room after the two f–d. And that L was pretty noisy. Yuck! It was like she was having sex with her grandfather. I can’t imagine her doing it with him. But anyways, she has history, like 3o guys in a year. And now, she’s playing with fire as she is currently married with A who beats her to death due to jealousy to S.
On other chismax, DB has already a girlfriend, M, the new doctor in the hospital. I was happy for him, I hope he didn’t fall for L’s charm. I searched M a while ago on fb, she’s fair-skinned, but I’m more attractive than her. It’s true. Her arms are like palo-palo. Thunder arms anyone?But anyways, DB deserves to be happy. Everyone else except for that bitch L. Yes, she’s a total f–cked up bitch. A must realize this and leave her.
The last revelation was D. He told me he likes me, but I turned him down flatly. Ewwww. I’m not L. I’m happy and contented with J for he loves me very much and I love him too. My life is at peace now. Happy. Peaceful. Contented. But I sometimes wish we are rich. I don’t even shop anymore. I don’t have my own money. I can’t buy anything I want. But, i realized that even if I can’t have my wants now, it does’nt matter anymore, you know why? Because I’m happy. And that’s the biggest revelation of the day for me.